365 days...
Hi Everyone,
One year since Grace's death. Unbelievable really. It feels like it's been a life time since I've held Grace yet the ache of my heart is as intense today as the day that she died. This is a wound that time will not heal. Some asked us what our plan was for today. Ian always responded "to survive it". As Ian and I got ready for bed, he hugged me and said "looks like we did it". We did, we survived. Again I am reminded that I have already lived my worse day; Sept. 6, 2006 when I held Grace as she gasped her final breath at 10:20am. No day will ever compare and Ian and I continue to survive in our new reality.
We hope to see you all on Sunday.
Mama misses you baby.
L~
One year since Grace's death. Unbelievable really. It feels like it's been a life time since I've held Grace yet the ache of my heart is as intense today as the day that she died. This is a wound that time will not heal. Some asked us what our plan was for today. Ian always responded "to survive it". As Ian and I got ready for bed, he hugged me and said "looks like we did it". We did, we survived. Again I am reminded that I have already lived my worse day; Sept. 6, 2006 when I held Grace as she gasped her final breath at 10:20am. No day will ever compare and Ian and I continue to survive in our new reality.
We hope to see you all on Sunday.
Mama misses you baby.
L~
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